About Me

Growing up, I always felt like a puzzle piece that didn't quite fit anywhere. As a child, my sensitivity and intuition set me apart, often making me feel isolated amid the vibrant laughter of my peers. I could sense the unspoken emotions around me, diving deep into the currents of feelings that others seemed to keep hidden. This gift, which I struggled to understand, became intertwined with my trauma—a fear of rejection and abandonment.

I learned early on to adapt, to mold myself into what I thought would earn approval. I became a people pleaser, suppressing my true self in the hope that others would warm to me. Friends and family would often advise me to “grow a thicker skin” or tell me that I was “being too sensitive.” Their words lingered in me like shadows, leaving me confused about how to navigate relationships. Deep down, I knew I had a gift but embracing that felt selfish and daunting.

For years, I drifted through life, taking on roles and jobs that met others’ expectations. I pursued paths that I hoped would lead to validation, all while feeling a gnawing emptiness deep within. Shame was my constant companion, demanding that I bury my gifts and desires in a quest for acceptance.

Everything shifted when my mom fell ill. She was my anchor, my biggest supporter, and the one who recognized my gift long before I did. As I watched her suffer, I realized how much my emotional well-being truly mattered. I began therapy, and for the first time, I put myself first. I felt lost and adrift without her, struggling to fill the gaping void she left behind.

It was during this tumultuous time that I embarked on a journey towards healing and self-discovery. A friend invited me to join a 200-hour yoga teacher training. As I moved through the poses and breathed deeply, I felt a whisper from within, urging me towards the holistic path I had always longed for. Reiki soon followed, revealing another layer of my purpose.

To my surprise, I realized I had been practicing Reiki on myself all along, unconsciously placing my hands on my body as if reaching out to my own heart. Each session I conducted for others flowed naturally; I felt as though it had been a part of me for a lifetime. The connection to my inner self blossomed through yoga and Reiki, illuminating my path forward.

A vital lesson emerged during my healing journey: the importance of speaking up for myself and rigidly pursuing what resonated with my heart. Though it remains a challenge, I’m learning to set boundaries and trust my instincts. The path ahead is still fragile, a continuous ebb and flow of growth.

Today, as I look back, I feel a profound sense of gratitude for all that I’ve endured. Every hardship has been vital in shaping me, teaching me compassion, not just for others, but for myself. Being a Reiki practitioner feels like the truest expression of who I am, and I’m excited about what the future holds. The journey ahead is beautiful and unknown, and I can’t wait to explore every twist and turn that awaits me.